"Love just came to me as a lie
Then the lie becomes love
Then we learned that sometimes inside the lie there hides a truth that is more passionate than reality"
"Now you don’t wanna let go,
And I don’t wanna let you know
That there might be something real between us two (who knew?)
Now we don’t wanna fall but,
We’re tripping in our hearts and,
It’s reckless and clumsy,
Cause I know you cant love me, hey
I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there’s nothing my heart can’t do,
To fight with time and space,
Cause I’m still stuck in the moment with you"
I think it’s a horrible curse for humans to be able to associate objects and scenes to a person or event in the past. I don’t know, maybe I just reminisce a lot about things that I miss but can never go back to. So many things often send me drifting off into a flashback and then once that illusion fades away again the only thing real that’s left is the annoying and aching nostalgia. It’s mind-numbing and heartbreaking, but I constantly find things to distract myself. Thank God, no one knows what I’m thinking but me.